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MISSING ALBUMS (808IN1)

by Vantana Row

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1.
Gay Clouds 01:27
When it became evident That they were not failing at being someone else But succeeding at being themselves Bout now Bout now Bout now You know what, I'm happy, happier My mom, Jesus and God sitting at the table I take out my plastic packet of fluoride to mix with my bottled water I love my western town Music love's the western sound I love the taste of cow It's the taste of a generation Now I wanna know Bout now I wanna know Bout now I wanna know Bout now, now, now Ehe, ehe, ehe, ehe We are Ehe, ehe, ehe, ehe Yes Sir Oh, yes Sir A yes or both If we are climbing, let me down
2.
I wish for better days War is like a haze All the wounded men Glock inside my head Jesus called Bloody hands and all Y'all can have dat Baby dolls Like a hand-me-don't Getcha money back
3.
I'll throw my life away for the moment Waves are crashin in Just one more cigarette Fucked it up again Ask me anything Forget everything
4.
I disc The Ramones compact Watching Netflix at homeless I'm with my cat but lonely I miss my old company
5.
You'll be alright If I save it up right I'll be alright If I save it up right I'll be alright I'll be alright I'll be alright
6.
I'm gon' die a woman This is the underlining dead look Some dead going on But then after that it's... You were just like shit So I stopped Believe me I don't wanna be fucking pretty Who wants to be treated like an object? Who wants to be treated like an object? I'm trying to find exactly how I belong with that shit And how I dress I'm gon' die a woman Who wants to be treated like an object?
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Integrious 01:37
There's nothing left to live for Except I don't want you to cry I keep hoping I'll get better But hoping doesn't change lives Make an effort Wear a sweater Pull it over all your lies You call my phone My phone is dead Make an effort I forgot
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I wanna lay in bed Not talking to anyone Let them think I'm dead Eventually they'll just stop calling Stop calling (You have my heart, if you do someone else I'll die) The future is not as clean as we thought But there are flying skateboards (skateboards) (The road ain't to the House Of Blues Your brother even plays your muse Sick, Bro The clown is wearing shoes, so blue God means good The road ain't to the House Of Blues Your brother even plays your muse Sick, bro The clown is wearing shoes, so beautiful God means good God...) The future is not as clean as we thought But there are flying skateboards (skateboards)
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Wicked and the red I can feel repetition, repetition Valhalla's ocean Happy ghost, I'm giving homage, checking Ohmage Homie's homeless, kidding I've been in my cope-land With sum, headphone's end With some headphones and with some headphones in In some deep and then in some deep depression, woo!
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This repetition keeps running running Throughout my body An angel loves me, just hug me And just keep solid on these waves A mirror, I stare her She seems a different body But I don't worry I 'm just sailing on these waves Sailing on these waves Oh keep me comfy, these rockies I have to, have to brave I swear I'll bare it Maybe scared it or it's takin a break If I must feel it I'll feel it As a stranger no, stranger that I might find my greys In the manger you ranged her You rearranged my face In the story there's glory There is a fender fey
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Beraborn 04:31
The tatcho drom to be a jinneypenmengro Is to dik, to shoon, and to rig dreyzi I've been reborn 'Bout every week I kill myself with something dull And try again Until Sunday, I get reborn And then I sob In the shower I contemplate My summer vay -cation with both my son and daugh -ter they've been great They get good grades and great rewards For their efforts They will for sure get something for Their time well spent The price of war is dedica- -tion to your cou- -ntry serve it well I serve it well
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Twelvetwenty 01:21
Make your move mama, you know what you know Reaching up & out Staring clouds and feeling the vibration (Two cups, one for me One pours in the sleep Slit a lid Taking the entrance out) Reaching up & out Staring clouds and feeling the vibration Take a moment of silence for me... I'll take the chances and you can critique I play for crowds of mes I take the chances living out my dreams This is all for me
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And I'll die to the cause Its a pillar of strength Just write the words I see A dream is emptier sometimes Around the corner Close my eyes Dancing leftovers Together we make a whole snack Call me from your desktop computer Let's go against our own truth Just write the words I see A dream is sometimes easier Around the corner Close my eyes Dancing leftovers together We make a whole snack Call me from your desktop computer Let's Go against our own truth
14.
Live my life for me End it too The sky looks angry at me The sky looks angry like me On the phone, in the dream, out the mind Under the weather The sky looks confused like me On the TV, in the commercial, out the closet Under the influence Just a way to be Way to need Huh Knife is in my chest Open green Huh Portal to the waken Keep it shaken This the way to be Yes I need Huh Just a way to be, way to need Huh Knife is in my chest, open green Huh Portal to the waken, keep it shaken This the way to be Yes I need Huh
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Me Vs Twin 00:44
You wanna know me? Just look in my eyes Are you really surprised ? There is something alive Living in me Living in me Living in me I can't look in the mirror I know it'll find me And I'll die to the cause Its a pillar of strength I have found for myself Among pain and depression Among pain and depression I will conquer my will I will conquer my will
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Walking through the tethered universe and.. Walking through the tethered universe and.. Walking through the tethered universe [obscure lyrics n/a] I 9 to 5 Sip and die Drippin in concealer I'm so tired Drink some coffee I'm a drug dealer
17.
Throw messages from behind the castle Scrolls with prophecies Before the show starts Throw messages from behind again 1. Open chakras 2. Cleanse those chakras [obscure lyrics n/a] I know you've had a tough time Its been hard But you are capable You have all the strength you need I see the fire in your eyes I know Cause you passed it on When you don't have the fire I'll send some of mine
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I have found for myself Among pain and depression Among pain and depression B.L.U.E. ain't a thing We green We can and we will just because Cause: B (Just remember one more thing Being still is not all it's cracked up to be) Feelin jumpy but Rap It's low-key out cuz singing Puts people to sleep (Lull) Forgive my better judgement, I think Then again, controlled agression's a dream But B.L.U.E. ain't a thing, we green We can and we will just because Cause-B (Just remember one more thing Aging is not all that it's cracked down to be) (Just remember one more thing Being still is not all it's cracked up to be) Feelin older and shows go too late No one really wants an elbow To their face so (Dozing off) Hold your beer at concerts In the lawnchair holler "Play Freebird" another (Off) Timing's off and so are most the notes but (Lull) Who's woke to know? What does it matter? It's just a tune (Lull) You're just a juke box Boundaries, drunk driving home (Dozing off) Tapping on the steering wheel Humming to the song, wrong Doesn't make a difference When it's only there to ensnare (Calm down) (Gliding on the roses Rose & Mary crafting Just remember one more thing) One more thing: You were happy when moving Remember one thing: You Were So Happy When moving You love to dance Don't you forget REEEEEEEEH REEEEEEEEH Remember one more thing [digital recording of sung and played Casio DG-20, lyrics n/a]
19.
Wisdom of old Live with me I call you Now I am love Serenity, I see you there Tell me when to say, nah (Just say when, just say when) Not so bad to be a Child gliding on roses, crafting Just remember Tell me when to say, nah (Just say when, just say when) Tell me when is enough (When)
20.
Walking through the tethered universe And once we push on the door We see the nets What nice tools We've seen this before Is it alright? Words = World It is fine Ahh through the tethered universe And when we push on the door We see the nets What nice tools We've seen this before: Tools of captivity And/or filtering Is it alright? Words = World And it's fine
21.
[digital recording of sung and played Casio DG-20, lyrics n/a] Slept last night That was good I keep thinking These are faces but is it alright if I Found a way through all the self? Is it alright if I found a way through All the self-discovery? I'm sorry, you must still call me on my give-a-phone Give-a-fuck phone Every now and then I wish my mind was every now and then not pissed Pssst, pass. Puff. Passed. Past. But is it alright if I found a way through all the self? But is it alright if I found a way through all the self? I'm sorry I'm not Billie Eilish, spawn of modern elevator tunes Oh, you must still call me on my give-a-phone Give-a-fuck phone Every now and then I wish my mind was every now and then But it's not and does not have to because it's alright, to be honest Because it's alright, to be honest
22.
Walking through the tethered universe And once we push on the door We see the nets What nice tools We've seen this before Is it alright? Words = World It is fine Ahh through the tethered universe And when we push on the door We see the nets What nice tools We've seen this before: Tools of captivity And/or filtering Is it alright? Words = World And it's fine
23.
(We'll be right back) (Exton tribal tech instructions originated truthful inefficiency a Ouija wretch Ouija such wretch Edwards iron scurry look unsterdy Eichlers Kyiv 23rd with erg regardless mayo weds rich ish stuff wish a lot Stuff Eighteen-Redhill would say) Can't you hear the trees, they singing (We're listening When you say you want money So that people love you I'm just waiting patiently For my cuffs in this mailbox To appear like my subject of control In my inbox The world is always sleeping When I want it the most Day tripping Good day) Can't you hear the trees, they singing (I just wanted to say before I left I love you) Can't you hear the trees, they singing (I love you) Can't you hear the trees, they singing
24.
(Know that one feeling Hoping that you'll be there) Taking time Looking at the stars Wormwood just to vibe (Say it's not real I'll run even quicker) I don't read mine Feathers always black So I'm doing alright Kundalini snatched Just biding my time Two feet one lighter Call fire call fire Bring moves bring higher Desire desire Taking time Looking at the stars Wormwood just to vibe Tarot on my mind I don't read mine I don't read mine Feathers always black So I'm doing alright Kundalini snatched Just biding my time
25.
I Should Get Ready" Hey Mom Miss you Is this a place you've lived Trapped between then and out Its all I've had Did you feel? I'm wishing you could Say all the things Ive imagined you've said Ive imagined you've said Mom, cafe, the way Could use a waking That's what she's waiting Reinvent yourself Rethink you Rethink you Miss u Color me amused Cause you're looking fucking good I wanna buy a bible, highlight in yellow when God was loving, highlight in blue when God requires a blood sacrifice, sounds satanic, put pink on the fucked up parts, highlight orange when God was angry but he's an alright guy cause he killed himself (You seem like a dream You seem like something A thing that doesn't exist Probably doesn't You seem like a dream You seem like something A thing that doesn't exist) Hey Mom! Aw, fuck Hey Mom Miss you Is this a place you've lived Trapped between then and out Its all I've had, did you feel I'm wishing you could Say all the things Ive imagined you've said
26.
Can I mean it or I sigh sigh Is it with me or I find find Getting ripped up on a reply Is it do or is it die die Got it or miss me on that bye-bye Bye bye Let me be myself in the backyard And the front yard Nobody else is gonna play ya Like I'll play ya Working on self is not selfish Way to help this is channeling Just let me be this I feel it I feel it
27.
(Relevant to the conversation Telemarket at it's most ancient Lego me, build me up to break it Let me up and I'll climb down patient Fending off all the friends who hate this Skank it up, make the jogger's playlist Pick it up, put to action ain't shit Empty out all the waiting room patients) Isn't it more than just I feel like, right now Building it up Right now - Isn't it more than just I feel like, right now Building it up Right now - Fear can move But it don't trust I gotta gut I got a feeling that You're one of us Remember To have a laugh Let it go Love is more Than just a hug I know It Everything That hurts is a Chance to Grow Remember To have a laugh Let it go
28.
Daryl Davis 01:59
(When I close two eyes Imagine compassion One of few, I see you) Rearranged-my-thinking The-world-is-shaped-by-light-reflecting My-eyes-are-creating My-mind-is-shifting The-way-I-look-out Shapes-how-I'm-feeling I flipped it, I fucking flipped it My mind is shifting The way I look in and out shapes how I'm feelin' The pain is not worth giving up When everything feels So wrong Looking at one side of the coin My mind is shifting The way I look in And out shapes how I Rearranged-my-thinking The-world-is-shaped-by-light-reflecting My-eyes-are-creating My-mind-is-shifting The-way-I-look-out Shapes-how-I'm-feeling (When I close two eyes Imagine compassion One of few, I see you) The world is shaped by light reflecting My eyes are creating My mind is shifting The way I look out Shapes how I feel
29.
(Go with flow Cancelled shows) The delicate The eternal feeling of H20 Whatchu doing drinking coffee? GO Point to today Ears to hear, things to say Final time Feel the weight Lift it up I'm awake Things cannot stay the same Feel this pain, now survive Push to try This will change my life
30.
[Just Is] I'm hidden inside myself I am beside myself Sellin myself short I am my clientele Mind state vibrates Ringin like a bell Mine state vibrates Ringin like a bell XX [Vly] I'm not looking for answers I just want to live I can work for it Sometimes you've gotta run for life For your life [Just Is] Mind state vibrates Ringin like a bell Mine state vibrates Ringin like a bell XX [Vly] Hiking around my old party grounds Frickin weird I shoulda been done this ish How many years since my last P.E. class? My last vice was eating Now it is my last vice to quit [Just Is] I'm hidden inside myself I am beside myself Sellin myself short I am my clientele Mind state vibrates Ringin like a bell Mine state vibrates Ringin like a bell XX [Vly] To go back and get my young ass To take a walk Even just very once in a while [Just Is] I'm hidden inside myself I am beside myself Sellin myself short I am my clientele Mind state vibrates Ringin like a bell Mine state vibrates Ringin like a bell XX [Vly] I'm not looking for answers I just want to live I can work for it I will
31.
[Vly] Secrets, unsealed [Jmy] The secrets unsealed, you know [Vly] I finally have something to say Alcoholic me Fully confessing everything I fear Everything you need to know, especially If we live to see Our level 80 punk rock destiny [Yace] Flipping through the page On my way to save Everybody that's ever hated me XX Pirate through the storm Knocking on your door Feeling kind of warm In despite of the way I lay my head Floating off to bed Mr. Krueger meets me in the sweetest dreams Flipping through the page On my way to save Everybody that's ever hated me XX [Vly] Purpose Finally the sin conquered on the outside Message from within Ever hated me? I have hated me And still struggling But at least I'm past never having plans to ever forgive me I am not the bitch from 2014 Hi, I'm Zen Barbie [Yace] Flipping through the page On my way to save Anybody that's never wanted you [Vly] Hi, I'm Zen Barbie
32.
[HAEZ ONE] Collide Face to face with the Multi Mundane/ riptide pulled under incline undertowed decline/ Snapped back to a cerimonial murder of crows full of decrepit nest festivities/ deliberately finniking with delerium deleriouslly vanerial Foul mouth/ stickin and stashin Drugs inside of a Kangaroo Pouch/ [Vly] Its hard to understand what's going on with me I know I've done negligent things to my body We all wish we were guided more brightly [HAEZ ONE] Collide Face to face with the Multi Mundane/ riptide pulled under incline undertowed decline/ Snapped back to a cerimonial murder of crows full of decrepit nest festivities/ deliberately finniking with delerium deleriouslly vanerial Foul mouth/ stickin and stashin Drugs inside of a Kangaroo Pouch/ XX [Vly] We might not have the appreciation If we had always done the right things Now, it is time to meditate enough [Jmy] Life isn't over. Go run for it [Vly] If we realized what we have left We would fight for it We would get more than we've ever had Mediate enough Your life isn't over Go run for it [HAEZ ONE] Collide Face to face with the Multi Mundane/ riptide pulled under incline undertowed decline/ Snapped back to a cerimonial murder of crows full of decrepit nest festivities/ deliberately finniking with delerium deleriouslly vanerial Foul mouth/ stickin and stashin Drugs inside of a Kangaroo Pouch/ [Vly]You have to understand That what you wish for Is a state of health so peaceful That you will forget That there was ever a problem And inevitably snap back Collide face to face with this circumstance And you have to understand That this cannot happen again If we made this moment into a totem To our perseverance Then we may very well make our survival possible [Jmy] If we did, it would be possible
33.
5HIBBY 05:56
"In Today's Video I Give Birth" Working I'm working So there will be plenty Away came the west sea Rage on, feelings are good I'm working, you're working It's learning, not hiding Facing it Not giving in You gotta breathe in the Action and no more Subtraction to feel The reaction Feel everything Can you feel it? Feel it? Yes Can you feel it? Feel it? Can you feel the wheel turning? Can you feel the wheel turn now? Feel that everything now will change? Can you feel it? Feel it? Yes Can you feel it? Feel it? Working, we're working So there will be plenty Away came the west sea Rage on, feelings are good "How a Creator and a Destroyer can Collaborate Part. II" What is wanting? I could say that I'm scared What do want from this, is it good? I'm dead I'm alive in your face I can see what you see Opposite of me, but it's Your body How could right be wrong when Pain hurts more than it gives Humans learning lessons Oh, weathered one What is a villain Circumstance Or just the killing Will we find Liberation Or, split inside No more lies Find the light Something living, inside me, brooding Is this living, if I'm inside me Animal I know, instinct grows + grows Create flow flow flow Break this bitter cycle BREAK So, animal, what is a person? Circumstance, or just their actions Will we find, liberation Or split inside No more lies Find the light Flow Better Better Better Stop the pain Better Better Better Stop the pain Better Better Better Stop the pain "Lactic Acid Starter Culture" Right now all Friends are leaves Just this green Earth and me I'm with my thoughts I'm with my thoughts I'm with my thoughts I'm with my thoughts I've been re- -membering We were pleased Earth was free But nothing's lost Right now all Friends are leaves Just this green Earth and me I'm with my thoughts I've been re- -membering We were pleased Earth was free But nothing's lost But nothing's lost But nothing's lost But nothing's lost "Apply it to Hellyep" Why are you trying to write, yeah, the rest of your life? Write now Zoom in and it goes for thousands, I'd know It goes for thousands, I'd know It goes for thousands, I'd know Apply it to right now Apply it to right now Apply it to right now Apply it to right now Now zoom in and it goes for thousands, I'd know Now zoom in and it goes for thousands, I'd know "All This is to Prevent Pit Binnin" Cherry Cherry fuck it up Fighting words Keep it up All you do Acting tough Leave it up In the flesh Seedless wish Isn't it negligent Airy to find a buckload of cherries You don't know bout the pit You just throw it in the bin
34.
seat view 02:44
In a fun house scream Silver casket seems pretty and complete Pretty good to me In a fun house scream Silver casket seems pretty and complete Pretty good to me I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view In a fun house scream Silver casket seems pretty and complete Pretty good to me In a fun house Scream Silver casket seems Pretty and complete Pretty good seat view I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view I'm in it, seat view
35.
If I save it up right and I / Take enough time I know / I'll be alright I know / You'll be just fine / You'll be just fine / You'll be just fine / You'll be just fine / If I save it up right / I'll be alright / If I save it up right / I'll be alright / I'll be alright / I'll be alright / If I save it up right / I'll be alright / If I save it up right / I'll be alright / I'll be alright / I'll be alright / I'll be alright Luckiest woman in the western hemisphere here / Luckiest woman in the western hemisphere here / (Yeah, I like you with some Donald duck Earrings on / Let me know when...) / Yeah I like you with some Donald Duck earrings on / (...you're coming back...) / (...you're coming back...) / Yeah I like you with some Donald Duck earrings on / (...you're coming back...) / Back / (...you're coming back...) / Luckiest woman in the western hemisphere here / (Yeah, I like you with some Donald duck Earrings on / Let me know when...) / Yeah I like you with some Donald Duck earrings on / (...you're coming back...) / (...you're coming back...) / Yeah I like you with some Donald Duck earrings on / (...you're coming back...) / Back / (...you're coming back...) / Back / [stage dialogue]

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A remastered series of EPs and albums headed to streaming - some releases are comps like this one, some are basic remastered versions andsome are remix or remaster-edits, special editions such with alternative track lists for new listening experience or streaming categorization as EP/Single rather than full length album - we figured we'd give yall these off bat here on bandcamp sub - the remaster purpose is for improved dynamics for woofer systems bc even though we pride ourselves on our low-end for most of our releases, fully cranking some of our olds to certain systems we noticed a lot of noise and thought back to why some of these releases were headphone mixed during quarantine or just weren't thought or prioritized to be properly mastered during those times - ofc let us know how these sound, all critiques welcome we love yall

- again we're up in Seattle for the '24 Spring/Summer pls feel free to hit us up if you're up here!

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released January 26, 2024

feat. Just Is - track 30 www.instagram.com/just.is.music/
feat. Yace - track 31 www.instagram.com/yacethepainter/
feat. Haez One - track 32 www.instagram.com/haez.one.official/

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