1. |
Gay Clouds
01:27
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When it became evident
That they were not failing at being someone else
But succeeding at being themselves
Bout now
Bout now
Bout now
You know what, I'm happy, happier
My mom, Jesus and God sitting at the table
I take out my plastic packet of fluoride to mix with my bottled water
I love my western town
Music love's the western sound
I love the taste of cow
It's the taste of a generation
Now I wanna know
Bout now
I wanna know
Bout now
I wanna know
Bout now, now, now
Ehe, ehe, ehe, ehe
We are
Ehe, ehe, ehe, ehe
Yes Sir
Oh, yes Sir
A yes or both
If we are climbing, let me down
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2. |
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I wish for better days
War is like a haze
All the wounded men
Glock inside my head
Jesus called
Bloody hands and all
Y'all can have dat
Baby dolls
Like a hand-me-don't
Getcha money back
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3. |
Cliffside Bleh
00:37
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I'll throw my life away for the moment
Waves are crashin in
Just one more cigarette
Fucked it up again
Ask me anything
Forget everything
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4. |
People Have Cats
00:42
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I disc The Ramones compact
Watching Netflix at homeless
I'm with my cat but lonely
I miss my old company
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5. |
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You'll be alright
If I save it up right
I'll be alright
If I save it up right
I'll be alright
I'll be alright
I'll be alright
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6. |
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I'm gon' die a woman
This is the underlining dead look
Some dead going on
But then after that it's...
You were just like shit
So I stopped
Believe me
I don't wanna be fucking pretty
Who wants to be treated like an object?
Who wants to be treated like an object?
I'm trying to find exactly how I belong with that shit
And how I dress
I'm gon' die a woman
Who wants to be treated like an object?
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7. |
Integrious
01:37
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There's nothing left to live for
Except I don't want you to cry
I keep hoping I'll get better
But hoping doesn't change lives
Make an effort
Wear a sweater
Pull it over all your lies
You call my phone
My phone is dead
Make an effort
I forgot
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8. |
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I wanna lay in bed
Not talking to anyone
Let them think I'm dead
Eventually they'll just stop calling
Stop calling
(You have my heart, if you do someone else I'll die)
The future is not as clean as we thought
But there are flying skateboards
(skateboards)
(The road ain't to the House Of Blues
Your brother even plays your muse
Sick, Bro
The clown is wearing shoes, so blue
God means good
The road ain't to the House Of Blues
Your brother even plays your muse
Sick, bro
The clown is wearing shoes, so beautiful
God means good
God...)
The future is not as clean as we thought
But there are flying skateboards
(skateboards)
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9. |
Wicked Redepression
01:44
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Wicked and the red
I can feel repetition, repetition
Valhalla's ocean
Happy ghost, I'm giving homage, checking Ohmage
Homie's homeless, kidding
I've been in my cope-land
With sum, headphone's end
With some headphones and with some headphones in
In some deep and then in some deep depression, woo!
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10. |
Greyz (2nd Edition)
01:42
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This repetition keeps running running
Throughout my body
An angel loves me, just hug me
And just keep solid on these waves
A mirror, I stare her
She seems a different body
But I don't worry
I 'm just sailing on these waves
Sailing on these waves
Oh keep me comfy, these rockies
I have to, have to brave
I swear I'll bare it
Maybe scared it or it's takin a break
If I must feel it I'll feel it
As a stranger no, stranger that
I might find my greys
In the manger you ranged her
You rearranged my face
In the story there's glory
There is a fender fey
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11. |
Beraborn
04:31
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The tatcho drom to be a jinneypenmengro
Is to dik, to shoon, and to rig dreyzi
I've been reborn
'Bout every week
I kill myself with something dull
And try again
Until Sunday, I get reborn
And then I sob
In the shower I contemplate
My summer vay
-cation with both my son and daugh
-ter they've been great
They get good grades and great rewards
For their efforts
They will for sure get something for
Their time well spent
The price of war is dedica-
-tion to your cou-
-ntry serve it well
I serve it well
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12. |
Twelvetwenty
01:21
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Make your move mama, you know what you know
Reaching up & out
Staring clouds and feeling the vibration
(Two cups, one for me
One pours in the sleep
Slit a lid
Taking the entrance out)
Reaching up & out
Staring clouds and feeling the vibration
Take a moment of silence for me...
I'll take the chances and you can critique
I play for crowds of mes
I take the chances living out my dreams
This is all for me
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13. |
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And I'll die to the cause
Its a pillar of strength
Just write the words I see
A dream is emptier sometimes
Around the corner
Close my eyes
Dancing leftovers
Together we make a whole snack
Call me from your desktop computer
Let's go against our own truth
Just write the words I see
A dream is sometimes easier
Around the corner
Close my eyes
Dancing leftovers together
We make a whole snack
Call me from your desktop computer
Let's
Go against our own truth
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14. |
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Live my life for me
End it too
The sky looks angry at me
The sky looks angry like me
On the phone, in the dream, out the mind
Under the weather
The sky looks confused like me
On the TV, in the commercial, out the closet
Under the influence
Just a way to be
Way to need
Huh
Knife is in my chest
Open green
Huh
Portal to the waken
Keep it shaken
This the way to be
Yes I need
Huh
Just a way to be, way to need
Huh
Knife is in my chest, open green
Huh
Portal to the waken, keep it shaken
This the way to be
Yes I need
Huh
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15. |
Me Vs Twin
00:44
|
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You wanna know me?
Just look in my eyes
Are you really surprised
?
There is something alive
Living in me
Living in me
Living in me
I can't look in the mirror
I know it'll find me
And I'll die to the cause
Its a pillar of strength
I have found for myself
Among pain and depression
Among pain and depression
I will conquer my will
I will conquer my will
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16. |
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Walking through the
tethered universe
and..
Walking through the
tethered universe
and..
Walking through the
tethered universe
[obscure lyrics n/a]
I 9 to 5
Sip and die
Drippin in concealer
I'm so tired
Drink some coffee
I'm a drug dealer
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17. |
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Throw messages from behind the castle
Scrolls with prophecies
Before the show starts
Throw messages from behind again
1. Open chakras
2. Cleanse those chakras
[obscure lyrics n/a]
I know you've had a tough time
Its been hard
But you are capable
You have all the strength you need
I see the fire in your eyes
I know
Cause you passed it on
When you don't have the fire
I'll send some of mine
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18. |
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I have found for myself
Among pain and depression
Among pain and depression
B.L.U.E. ain't a thing
We green
We can and we will just because
Cause: B
(Just remember one more thing
Being still is not all it's cracked up to be)
Feelin jumpy but Rap
It's low-key out cuz singing
Puts people to sleep
(Lull)
Forgive my better judgement, I think
Then again, controlled agression's a dream
But B.L.U.E. ain't a thing, we green
We can and we will just because Cause-B
(Just remember one more thing
Aging is not all that it's cracked down to be)
(Just remember one more thing
Being still is not all it's cracked up to be)
Feelin older and shows go too late
No one really wants an elbow
To their face so
(Dozing off)
Hold your beer at concerts
In the lawnchair holler
"Play Freebird" another
(Off)
Timing's off and so are most the notes but
(Lull)
Who's woke to know?
What does it matter?
It's just a tune
(Lull)
You're just a juke box
Boundaries, drunk driving home
(Dozing off)
Tapping on the steering wheel
Humming to the song, wrong
Doesn't make a difference
When it's only there to ensnare
(Calm down)
(Gliding on the roses
Rose & Mary crafting
Just remember one more thing)
One more thing:
You were happy when moving
Remember one thing:
You
Were
So
Happy
When moving
You love to dance
Don't you forget
REEEEEEEEH
REEEEEEEEH
Remember one more thing
[digital recording of sung and played Casio DG-20, lyrics n/a]
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19. |
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Wisdom of old
Live with me
I call you
Now I am love
Serenity, I see you there
Tell me when to say, nah
(Just say when, just say when)
Not so bad to be a
Child gliding on roses, crafting
Just remember
Tell me when to say, nah
(Just say when, just say when)
Tell me when is enough
(When)
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20. |
|
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Walking through the tethered universe
And once we push on the door
We see the nets
What nice tools
We've seen this before
Is it alright?
Words = World
It is fine
Ahh through the tethered universe
And when we push on the door
We see the nets
What nice tools
We've seen this before:
Tools of captivity
And/or filtering
Is it alright?
Words = World
And it's fine
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21. |
|
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[digital recording of sung and played Casio DG-20, lyrics n/a]
Slept last night
That was good
I keep thinking
These are faces but is it alright if I
Found a way through all the self?
Is it alright if I found a way through
All the self-discovery?
I'm sorry,
you must still call me on my give-a-phone
Give-a-fuck phone
Every now and then I wish my mind was every now and then not pissed
Pssst, pass. Puff. Passed. Past.
But is it alright if I found a way through all the self?
But is it alright if I found a way through all the self?
I'm sorry I'm not Billie Eilish, spawn of modern elevator tunes
Oh, you must still call me on my give-a-phone
Give-a-fuck phone
Every now and then I wish my mind was every now and then
But it's not and does not have to because it's alright, to be honest
Because it's alright, to be honest
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22. |
|
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Walking through the tethered universe
And once we push on the door
We see the nets
What nice tools
We've seen this before
Is it alright?
Words = World
It is fine
Ahh through the tethered universe
And when we push on the door
We see the nets
What nice tools
We've seen this before:
Tools of captivity
And/or filtering
Is it alright?
Words = World
And it's fine
|
||||
23. |
Erg Regardless
02:27
|
|
||
(We'll be right back)
(Exton tribal tech instructions originated truthful inefficiency
a Ouija wretch Ouija such wretch
Edwards iron scurry look unsterdy Eichlers Kyiv 23rd
with erg regardless mayo
weds rich ish stuff wish a lot
Stuff Eighteen-Redhill would say)
Can't you hear the trees, they singing
(We're listening
When you say you want money
So that people love you
I'm just waiting patiently
For my cuffs in this mailbox
To appear like my subject of control
In my inbox
The world is always sleeping
When I want it the most
Day tripping
Good day)
Can't you hear the trees, they singing
(I just wanted to say before I left
I love you)
Can't you hear the trees, they singing
(I love you)
Can't you hear the trees, they singing
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24. |
Do Sum Gud Transmutation
02:18
|
|
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(Know that one feeling
Hoping that you'll be there)
Taking time
Looking at the stars
Wormwood just to vibe
(Say it's not real
I'll run even quicker)
I don't read mine
Feathers always black
So I'm doing alright
Kundalini snatched
Just biding my time
Two feet one lighter
Call fire call fire
Bring moves bring higher
Desire desire
Taking time
Looking at the stars
Wormwood just to vibe
Tarot on my mind
I don't read mine
I don't read mine
Feathers always black
So I'm doing alright
Kundalini snatched
Just biding my time
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25. |
|
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I Should Get Ready"
Hey Mom
Miss you
Is this a place you've lived
Trapped between then and out
Its all I've had
Did you feel?
I'm wishing you could
Say all the things
Ive imagined you've said
Ive imagined you've said
Mom, cafe, the way
Could use a waking
That's what she's waiting
Reinvent yourself
Rethink you
Rethink you
Miss u
Color me amused
Cause you're looking fucking good
I wanna buy a bible, highlight in yellow when
God was loving, highlight in blue when
God requires a blood sacrifice, sounds satanic,
put pink on the fucked up parts, highlight orange when
God was angry but he's an alright guy cause he killed himself
(You seem like a dream
You seem like something
A thing that doesn't exist
Probably doesn't
You seem like a dream
You seem like something
A thing that doesn't exist)
Hey Mom! Aw, fuck
Hey Mom
Miss you
Is this a place you've
lived
Trapped between
then and out
Its all I've had,
did you feel
I'm wishing you could
Say all the things
Ive imagined you've said
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26. |
Byeyard Frontyard
01:41
|
|
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Can I mean it or I sigh sigh
Is it with me or I find find
Getting ripped up on a reply
Is it do or is it die die
Got it or miss me on that bye-bye
Bye bye
Let me be myself in the backyard
And the front yard
Nobody else is gonna play ya
Like I'll play ya
Working on self is not selfish
Way to help this is channeling
Just let me be this
I feel it
I feel it
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27. |
Jogger's Playlist
01:51
|
|
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(Relevant to the conversation
Telemarket at it's most ancient
Lego me, build me up to break it
Let me up and I'll climb down patient
Fending off all the friends who hate this
Skank it up, make the jogger's playlist
Pick it up, put to action ain't shit
Empty out all the waiting room patients)
Isn't it more than just I feel like, right now
Building it up
Right now
-
Isn't it more than just I feel like, right now
Building it up
Right now
-
Fear can move
But it don't trust
I gotta gut
I got a feeling that
You're one of us
Remember
To have a laugh
Let it
go
Love is more
Than just a hug
I know
It
Everything
That hurts is a
Chance to
Grow
Remember
To have a laugh
Let it
go
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28. |
Daryl Davis
01:59
|
|
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(When I close two eyes
Imagine compassion
One of few, I see you)
Rearranged-my-thinking
The-world-is-shaped-by-light-reflecting
My-eyes-are-creating
My-mind-is-shifting
The-way-I-look-out
Shapes-how-I'm-feeling
I flipped it, I fucking flipped it
My mind is shifting
The way I look in and out shapes how I'm feelin'
The pain is not worth
giving up
When everything feels
So wrong
Looking at one side of the coin
My mind is shifting
The way I look in
And out shapes how I
Rearranged-my-thinking
The-world-is-shaped-by-light-reflecting
My-eyes-are-creating
My-mind-is-shifting
The-way-I-look-out
Shapes-how-I'm-feeling
(When I close two eyes
Imagine compassion
One of few, I see you)
The world is shaped by light reflecting
My eyes are creating
My mind is shifting
The way I look out
Shapes how I feel
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29. |
|
|||
(Go with flow
Cancelled shows)
The delicate
The eternal feeling of H20
Whatchu doing drinking coffee?
GO
Point to today
Ears to hear, things to say
Final time
Feel the weight
Lift it up
I'm awake
Things cannot stay the same
Feel this pain, now survive
Push to try
This will change my life
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30. |
|
|||
[Just Is] I'm hidden inside myself
I am beside myself
Sellin myself short
I am my clientele
Mind state vibrates
Ringin like a bell
Mine state vibrates
Ringin like a bell XX
[Vly] I'm not looking for answers
I just want to live
I can work for it
Sometimes you've gotta run for life
For your life
[Just Is] Mind state vibrates
Ringin like a bell
Mine state vibrates
Ringin like a bell XX
[Vly] Hiking around my old party grounds
Frickin weird
I shoulda been done this ish
How many years since my last P.E. class?
My last vice was eating
Now it is my last vice to quit
[Just Is] I'm hidden inside myself
I am beside myself
Sellin myself short
I am my clientele
Mind state vibrates
Ringin like a bell
Mine state vibrates
Ringin like a bell XX
[Vly] To go back and get my young ass
To take a walk
Even just very once in a while
[Just Is] I'm hidden inside myself
I am beside myself
Sellin myself short
I am my clientele
Mind state vibrates
Ringin like a bell
Mine state vibrates
Ringin like a bell XX
[Vly] I'm not looking for answers
I just want to live
I can work for it
I will
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31. |
|
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[Vly] Secrets, unsealed
[Jmy] The secrets unsealed, you know
[Vly] I finally have something to say
Alcoholic me
Fully confessing everything I fear
Everything you need to know, especially
If we live to see
Our level 80 punk rock destiny
[Yace] Flipping through the page
On my way to save
Everybody that's ever hated me XX
Pirate through the storm
Knocking on your door
Feeling kind of warm
In despite of the way I lay my head
Floating off to bed
Mr. Krueger meets me in the sweetest dreams
Flipping through the page
On my way to save
Everybody that's ever hated me XX
[Vly] Purpose
Finally the sin conquered on the outside
Message from within
Ever hated me?
I have hated me
And still struggling
But at least I'm past never having plans to ever forgive me
I am not the bitch from 2014
Hi, I'm Zen Barbie
[Yace] Flipping through the page
On my way to save
Anybody that's never wanted you
[Vly] Hi, I'm Zen Barbie
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32. |
|
|||
[HAEZ ONE] Collide Face to face
with the Multi Mundane/
riptide pulled under incline
undertowed decline/
Snapped back to a
cerimonial murder of crows
full of decrepit nest festivities/
deliberately finniking with delerium
deleriouslly vanerial Foul mouth/
stickin and stashin
Drugs inside of a Kangaroo
Pouch/
[Vly] Its hard to understand what's going on with me
I know I've done negligent things to my body
We all wish we were guided more brightly
[HAEZ ONE] Collide Face to face
with the Multi Mundane/
riptide pulled under incline
undertowed decline/
Snapped back to a
cerimonial murder of crows
full of decrepit nest festivities/
deliberately finniking with delerium
deleriouslly vanerial Foul mouth/
stickin and stashin
Drugs inside of a Kangaroo
Pouch/ XX
[Vly] We might not have the appreciation
If we had always done the right things
Now, it is time to meditate enough
[Jmy] Life isn't over. Go run for it
[Vly] If we realized what we have left
We would fight for it
We would get more than we've ever had
Mediate enough
Your life isn't over
Go run for it
[HAEZ ONE] Collide Face to face
with the Multi Mundane/
riptide pulled under incline
undertowed decline/
Snapped back to a
cerimonial murder of crows
full of decrepit nest festivities/
deliberately finniking with delerium
deleriouslly vanerial Foul mouth/
stickin and stashin
Drugs inside of a Kangaroo
Pouch/
[Vly]You have to understand
That what you wish for
Is a state of health so peaceful
That you will forget
That there was ever a problem
And inevitably snap back
Collide face to face with this circumstance
And you have to understand
That this cannot happen again
If we made this moment into a totem
To our perseverance
Then we may very well make our survival possible
[Jmy]
If we did, it would be possible
|
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33. |
5HIBBY
05:56
|
|
||
"In Today's Video I Give Birth"
Working
I'm working
So there will be plenty
Away came the west sea
Rage on, feelings are good
I'm working, you're working
It's learning, not hiding
Facing it
Not giving in
You gotta breathe in the
Action and no more
Subtraction to feel
The reaction
Feel everything
Can you feel it?
Feel it?
Yes
Can you feel it?
Feel it?
Can you feel the wheel turning?
Can you feel the wheel turn now?
Feel that everything now will change?
Can you feel it?
Feel it?
Yes
Can you feel it?
Feel it?
Working, we're working
So there will be plenty
Away came the west sea
Rage on, feelings are good
"How a Creator and a Destroyer can Collaborate Part. II"
What is wanting?
I could say that I'm scared
What do want from this, is it good?
I'm dead
I'm alive in your face
I can see what you see
Opposite of me, but it's
Your body
How could right be wrong when
Pain hurts more than it gives
Humans learning lessons
Oh, weathered one
What is a villain
Circumstance
Or just the killing
Will we find
Liberation
Or, split inside
No more lies
Find the light
Something living, inside me, brooding
Is this living, if I'm inside me
Animal I know, instinct grows + grows
Create flow flow flow
Break this bitter cycle
BREAK
So, animal, what is a person?
Circumstance, or just their actions
Will we find, liberation
Or split inside
No more lies
Find the light
Flow
Better
Better
Better
Stop the pain
Better
Better
Better
Stop the pain
Better
Better
Better
Stop the pain
"Lactic Acid Starter Culture"
Right now all
Friends are leaves
Just this green
Earth and me
I'm with my thoughts
I'm with my thoughts
I'm with my thoughts
I'm with my thoughts
I've been re-
-membering
We were pleased
Earth was free
But nothing's lost
Right now all
Friends are leaves
Just this green
Earth and me
I'm with my thoughts
I've been re-
-membering
We were pleased
Earth was free
But nothing's lost
But nothing's lost
But nothing's lost
But nothing's lost
"Apply it to Hellyep"
Why are you trying to write, yeah, the rest of your life?
Write now
Zoom in and it goes for thousands, I'd know
It goes for thousands, I'd know
It goes for thousands, I'd know
Apply it to right now
Apply it to right now
Apply it to right now
Apply it to right now
Now zoom in and it goes for thousands, I'd know
Now zoom in
and it goes
for thousands,
I'd know
"All This is to Prevent Pit Binnin"
Cherry
Cherry fuck it up
Fighting words
Keep it up
All you do
Acting tough
Leave it up
In the flesh
Seedless wish
Isn't it negligent
Airy to find a buckload of cherries
You don't know bout the pit
You just throw it in the bin
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34. |
seat view
02:44
|
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In a fun house scream
Silver casket seems pretty and complete
Pretty good to me
In a fun house scream
Silver casket seems
pretty and complete
Pretty good to me
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
In a fun house scream
Silver casket seems pretty and complete
Pretty good to me
In a fun house
Scream
Silver casket seems
Pretty and complete
Pretty good seat view
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
I'm in it, seat view
|
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35. |
|
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If I save it up right and I / Take enough time I know / I'll be alright I know / You'll be just fine / You'll be just fine / You'll be just fine / You'll be just fine / If I save it up right / I'll be alright / If I save it up right / I'll be alright / I'll be alright / I'll be alright / If I save it up right / I'll be alright / If I save it up right / I'll be alright / I'll be alright / I'll be alright / I'll be alright
Luckiest woman in the western hemisphere here / Luckiest woman in the western hemisphere here / (Yeah, I like you with some Donald duck Earrings on / Let me know when...) / Yeah I like you with some Donald Duck earrings on / (...you're coming back...) / (...you're coming back...) /
Yeah I like you with some Donald Duck earrings on / (...you're coming back...) / Back / (...you're coming back...) / Luckiest woman in the western hemisphere here / (Yeah, I like you with some Donald duck Earrings on / Let me know when...) / Yeah I like you with some Donald Duck earrings on / (...you're coming back...) / (...you're coming back...) /
Yeah I like you with some Donald Duck earrings on / (...you're coming back...) / Back / (...you're coming back...) / Back / [stage dialogue]
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